July 9, 2015

The Ruining - Anna Collomore


Title: The Ruining

Author: Anna Collomore
Pages: 313
Publisher: Razorbill
Source: Borrowed
About: Annie Phillips is thrilled to leave her past behind and begin a shiny new life on Belvedere Island, as a nanny for the picture-perfect Cohen family. In no time at all, she falls in love with the Cohens - especially with Libby, the beautiful young matriarch of the family. Life is better than she ever imagined. She even finds romance with the boy next door. All too soon cracks appear in Annie's seemingly perfect world. She's blamed for mistakes she doesn't remember making. Her bedroom door comes unhinged, and she feels like she's always being watched. Libby, who once felt like a big sister, is suddenly cold and unforgiving. As she struggles to keep up with the demands of her new life, Annie's fear gives way to frightening hallucinations. Is she tumbling into madness or is something sinister at play? 

Having just finished this book, I feel like the crazy one.  Which, I guess, is what’s supposed to happen with a book like this?  I feel like the beginning of this book was strong: Annie leaves her dead end life in Detroit to go to college in San Francisco and already has a nannying job lined up.  She’s going to live with the family that she found over the internet and watch their two kids when she’s not going to school.  Libby, the mom, welcomes her with open arms, even giving her some of her clothes upon Annie’s arrival.  Annie feels a closeness with Libby, something that had been missing from her life since her little sister’s death four years ago. 

It’s very soon that things start turning a bit sinister.  They take the door off of Annie’s bedroom (with the excuse of fixing the hinge) and it doesn’t go back up for months.  Her time off is super limited, to the point where Libby suggests cutting back school to part time, so she can take care of Zoe.  That’s another thing, originally taken on to watch both children, she actually winds up being Zoe’s primary caretaker, watching her all day, comforting her in the middle of the night (Libby basically wants nothing to do with this child) and doesn’t watch the baby at all.  Libby actually sees that Annie is reading The Yellow Wallpaper for school and tears down the wallpaper in her room and replaces it with yellow wallpaper.  Libby also convinces her to break up with Owen, the boy next door that she spends her very limited time off with. 

I don’t want to go too much further into plot, because it does get twisty and weird.  I guessed the twist pretty early on, but it really isn’t confirmed until the very end.  The end’s circumstances reminded me of the ending of The Skulls a little bit.  I will say, I didn’t love the end of this book.  I feel like it’s not as strong as it started out.  Another thing I didn’t love was Owen.  I started out really liking him, but as their relationship developed a little bit, I feel like it became a little too generic relationshipy.  He started calling her babe all the time (gag me) and their drama (aside from the crazy stuff) was so basic, I don’t really feel like it fit with the insanity level of the story.  If I had to sum it up, I’d say The Ruining was just okay.  I’ve read some better crazy nannying books, but it was still enjoyable if you like feeling a little crazy when you’re done reading.  

July 7, 2015

Top Ten Tuesday (87)


This week's topic is top ten hyped books I've never read.  Oh boy.  This one's gonna get me in trouble.  I think I've mentioned a time or two on here that I am the absolute worst at reading the big books.  Now, I've gotten better than I used to be, but there are still books on this list that I'm sure are going to make y'all mad at me.  (Backs away slowly) Here goes nothing...

Oh man, I really don't want to admit to this first one.


I'm trying to put off reading this until The Raven King comes out and I can read them all together.  I've heard nothing but raves from everyone, but I'm so trying to wait.  With each new tumblr post I see about it I feel my resolve wavering.


Another one that I've heard great things about, but just haven't gotten to yet.


I don't even really want to read this one, but I do see it hyped all over the place and it's always on endcaps at work.


Been sitting on this one for a long time.


I've had the ARC of this since before it came out, but I heard some mixed reviews somewhere along the way and it put me off.  I made the decision a while ago that I really wanted to check it out anyway, but just haven't picked it up yet.


My sister has been recommending this one to me forever now.


I swore up and down that I read this forever ago, but when I made my sister describe the plot to me it didn't sound familiar at all.  What is going on in my crazy head?


This is another recommendation from my sister.  And it's Meg Cabot, hello.


I will read this before the movie comes out.  (Which I think looks great, by the way.  I so love Cara and I think she's going to be awesome in it.)


I've heard great things about Graceling, I've met Kristin Cashore, and I still haven't read this.

Alright, I've survived.  I'm ready for you guys to bring on the yelling...

July 2, 2015

First There Was Forever - Juliana Romano


Author: Juliana Romano
Pages: 400
Publisher: Dial Books
Source: Borrowed
About: Lima and Hailey have always been best friends: Lima shy and sensitive, Hailey funny and free-spirited. But Hailey abandons Lima to party with the popular kids and pursue Nate, her disinterested crush. As their friendship falters, Lima and Nate begin spending more time together. And before Lima knows what she’s feeling, she and Nate do something irreversible. Something that would hurt Hailey....if she knew it happened.
Lima thinks she’s saving her friendship by lying, but she’s only buying time. As the secrets stack up, Lima is forced to make a choice: between her best friend forever, and the boy who wasn’t meant to be hers. 


The description of this book doesn’t really do it justice.  Lima and Hailey have been best friends forever.  When we come into the story, Hailey has gotten closer with another girl in their class, Skyler, and is distancing herself from Lima while sometimes still being really clingy (and terrible).  Amidst this, Lima finds herself falling in with these twins that everyone at school thinks are weird.  And they are.  They have a sort of put on sophistication where they’re above it all, but they take Lima in and they’re good to her for a while.  While Hailey is being super obvious in her intentions to get Nate, he rebuffs her every time and starts casually running into Lima.  I feel like the book's description makes it sound like they got drunk at a party and hooked up, but there’s a genuine relationship that develops before anything happens between them.

I don’t read cheating books that often, and I would argue that this is not a cheating book, but it’s still something that forces you in your gut to choose sides.  Does it suck that Hailey liked Nate and he and Lima got together?  Yes.  But I found the most terrible part of all of this how Hailey treats Lima even before anything is going on with Nate.  And part of that is just being in high school and hanging out with different crowds and growing apart.  The other part is Hailey is a nightmare bitch to be around.  She invites Lima places and then ignores her.  She gets pissed at her and then two days later is all, ‘I don’t know what came over me, you know I love you’ blah blah blah.  She’s practically part of Lima’s family, but then doesn’t go to her grandmother’s funeral because she wants to go to a party that Nate might be at.  She’s a bitch and I didn’t even really feel that bad that Lima and Nate’s friendship was turning into something more.  Towards the end I just wanted Lima to tell Hailey because in my gut I just wanted to see if their friendship would make it through this (and I was kind of hoping it wouldn’t).


There’s something sort of dream like about Romano’s writing coupled with the California settings of this book.  It sort of lets you see this story from a distance, while still being very much wrapped up in it.  I feel like the settings really influenced these characters and their goings on: from Lima’s beachfront house to the twins’s glamorous but empty house up in the Hollywood Hills, to Lima’s aunt’s house in Santa Barbara.  It was perfect.  I really enjoyed this debut from Romano and will definitely be keeping an eye out for her next project.

June 30, 2015

Top Ten Tuesday (86)


This week's topic is top ten books I've read in 2015.  I've read so many good books this year!  The awesome thing about blogging is that it makes me more aware of what I'm reading.  With the addition of goodreads I am also more aware of the quality of what I'm reading (that star reviewing is a flawed system, but it's still helpful overall).  I can honestly say that I've seen an upswing in the quality of what I've been reading since I started this blog.  I don't know if that's indicative of me becoming a pickier reader as time goes on or if it's just me seeing the elevation of writing in this genre.  I don't know, but I'm seeing an overwhelming trend of 4 and 5 star reads on my goodreads and that's amazing.  Here are ten of the best that I've read this year so far:


Tonight the Streets Are Ours - Leila Sales

What are the best books that you've read so far this year?

June 23, 2015

Top Ten Tuesday (85)


This week's topic, in honor of five years of Top Ten Tuesday, is top ten top ten topics.  Say that five times fast.  Here are some of my favorites:


1. Ten books I'd give a theme song to


2. Ten favorite quotes from books
3. Ten favorite fictional couples


4. Ten settings I'd like to see more of


5. Ten favorite [repackaged] book covers


6. Ten books featuring travel


7. Ten favorite book beginnings


8. Ten things on my bookish bucket list


9. Ten books about friendship


10. Ten favorite movies or TV shows



There have been so many awesome topics for TTT and there are a ton that I missed.  I've only included topics that I've posted on.  This is my favorite weekly post and I can't wait to see what new topics crop up in the future.  Which were some of your favorites?

June 18, 2015

Hold Me Like a Breath - Tiffany Schmidt


Author: Tiffany Schmidt
Pages: 400
Publisher: Bloomsbury
Source: Netgalley
About: Penelope Landlow has grown up with the knowledge that almost anything can be bought or sold—including body parts. She’s the daughter of one of the three crime families that control the black market for organ transplants.
Penelope’s surrounded by all the suffocating privilege and protection her family can provide, but they can't protect her from the autoimmune disorder that causes her to bruise so easily. And in her family's line of work no one can be safe forever. All Penelope has ever wanted is freedom and independence. But when she’s caught in the crossfire as rival families scramble for prominence, she learns that her wishes come with casualties, that betrayal hurts worse than bruises, that love is a risk worth taking . . . and maybe she’s not as fragile as everyone thinks. 



The description of this one sounds so badass: crime family!  Black market organs!  Girl whose family thinks can’t take care of herself actually can!  Love!  Death!  Sadly, it didn’t live up to the hype.  The crime stuff was sooooo not exciting – mostly because Penelope has essentially no knowledge of the business.  Her family protects her from everything, especially the dealings going on under their own roof.  The love interests were also lackluster; I wasn’t really rooting for either of them.  (And one of them was a bad case of insta-love.  The only reason I didn’t 100% hate this is because the girl’s literally only been around ‘The Family’ her entire life.)  But the thing that really bothered me about this one is that we’re expected to believe that Penelope, after living her whole life sheltered beyond belief (like, basically can’t leave the house, sheltered) can get along on her own living in secret in New York City.  She requires almost weekly blood transfusions and she's never even had to make her own meals.  I can't suspend that much disbelief.  I’m most likely not going to continue with this series.